Monday, September 15, 2014

The wizard

So for now on cause i have readers all around the world i will write my post in english. Most of you speak english anyways and if not i have this TRANSLATE button on the right side of the page so you can translate it in any language you want :) cheers!
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Strangest thing happened to me yesterday.. But first..lemme take a selfy


Ok so..first of all i was late to work. Cause it was sunday and we had this marathon thing going on in town and trams didn't go and the traffic was restructured..so it took me for a while to get to work. Luckily i live nearby so i was just like 5 minutes late..
Then i was working work work working on my shiieeet at the shop (Skysmoke) and all the sudden some older foreign man walks in and starts talking to me in english, i would've say he was indian. Anyway. He starts saying some shit about me. Not bad things but some facts about me and asking about me and stuff. The conversation was something like that:
MAN: Hey pretty girl can i tell you something about you
ME: Well..
MAN: You are really kind and pure soul. You have a good heart. But you worry too much about things. You have 2 guys in your life who loves you. But you shouldn't trust people so easily, u trust everybody too much.
I was like..hell well hellye sounds like me but i continued to listen silently
MAN: May i ask your hand please
I gave him my hand and he gave me a little pice of paper to hold in my hand really strong
MAN: hold that piece in your hand really strong!
So i did
MAN: What is your favourite colour?
ME: Well..i like black
MAN: How many children do you have?
ME: none
MAN: How old are you?
ME: 23
MAN: open your hand now and see the paper
So i opened the paper and it was "BLACK" written there and the number "23y" which is my age
MAN: Can i ask little donation for poor children in India please
And he opened his really old and worn out wallet and showed the picture of the children. I was like fuuck fuuck i never have cash on me. I only have my etpost card on me when i go to work. So i tried to explain him that i really don't have money on me.
ME: Im really so so sorry but i only have my etpost card i don't have cash on me..
MAN: Noo..noo you lying
ME: No i really don't have money i can show you
And i showed him my wallet with no cash in it
MAN: Well take it from your work cashbox
ME: Im really sorry but I'm not allowed to do that. I will get in trouble.
MAN: Good luck with your life!
Then the guy shacked my hand and left.

I was kind of buzzed out of this situation. I felt so shit that i couldn't help him. Altho i thought that was  probably just a fraud to get money from credulous people.
Then i settled down and i was like..well fuck it..cant help everybody. Then some shit started to happened at work. Like i had some situations i didn't know how to solve. And then afterwork my cash didn't match. Never happened before..
And the last drop was when i walked home. And i live near the supermarket and i was like..hm yea i want watermelon..im gonna go get watermelon. So i did. And when i get in front of the shop there was like 5 guys fighting with one other guy. I went there to sort this shit out. Cause i still felt shit i couldn't help this Indian man so i thought i need to do some good deed of the day. So yea i step into that fight and asked these guys to stop beating up that other guy. Almost got beaten up myself. Then i ran into the shop start calling cops. Went out again and asked the guy if he was alright and does he needs an ambulance. He seemed like a junkie cause he had ugly marks on his arms and he smelled funny but it doesn't matter he's still a person and there's no rights that some "football team" can beat one hopeless hobo up like that. He wanted me to call ambulance..so i did.
I asked him why these guys were beating him and he says:
"oh some old dept"
Then there was some other 2 guys who ran after these fist heroes and brought one back and started asking him why the fuck they beat up that poor guy and he was like:
"He killed our friend!"
I was like wooow thats some deep shit i got into myself..then the guy continued yelling:
"You killed my friend! You gave him overdose!"
Fuck at that point i was like holy shit I'm probably dead now cause i called the cops to some criminal who probably lives nearby to me. Shit fuck! Well the cops came and asked my documents and other people documents who were there to witness the situation. When they got that under control i asked am i allowed to go home now and they were like yea of course thanks plapla. So i start walking home. I live just around the corner from the supermarket. And when i walked home i saw these other guys who were beating this guy up but got away. They were just behind the shop and when they saw me they start chase me. I ran home but they saw what house i went in to. When i got home i locked the doors and i didn't put the light. I went to the bathroom and just sat there and then had a shower and maybe hour later i was brave enough to put the lights on. Haha. What a ratshit story. I really hope i will not see these people ever again!

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Hate the sin, love the sinner


Once again I'm forced to write another post about "MOST PEOPLE ARE CUNTS"
Well. As you might know about my Instagram posts people might have a little misunderstanding about all the naked and topless photos. Or they just like "PAH PAH U SLUT U DUMB NIGGA U  NO BRAINED UGLY AS MOIN BITCH BOING"
Well you know what i have to say to you?
I think you all can go fuck yourself! So if i take little more erotic photos of myself than maybe any other girl it means I'm a bad person or that I'm empty minded and dumb? Well you motherfuckers don't have any ideas what I've been trough and how much I've seen in life
You remind me of a racing horse who have blinkers covering his eyes. You just see what you wanna see and i actually think that you are dumb, if you had another brain..it would be lonely and i feel really sorry for you. Like really sorry that u don't have something else going on in your lives that u waste your time hating me ://
You know that my posts are privet and if you fucking think I'm ugly or slutty or fat or dumb and stupid and what so ever then please. be smart enough not to follow me u worthless piece of small minded bitch.
Oh i think you would love me if i would put videos up of myself doing "ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE" i think that is fucking serious attention seeking going on there. Im just trying to make the world better place. And I'm sorry to say that but i don't really appreciate my fellow estonians who are just too small minded and conservative and so stuck to the old times..everything different or new you do is WRONG. DISGRACE! AAAH! OMG WHAT WE GONNA DO SHE FUCKING SHOWED HER COVERD BOOBS!!!!!
Go to the fucking beach when its summer. There's heaps of people tanning topless for fuck sakes. or wearing little g-string bikinis. But when i do that its soooo fucking slutty that u wanna fucking murder me ae. haha
I really feel Marilyn Monroe too…cause she was hated too cause of her "sexpom" glory.
Do you know what Joan Rivers mom always said to her? "When you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it at all" but actually i don't mind. It makes me laugh and it motivates me to be even more unacceptable :)
Diversity enriches bitches.
I don't really know what you think of me. I can't really say i fucking care..cause all my friends and family knows who i actually am with or without my fucking clothes on. At least I'm not a bimbo with drawn face on. Whose best weapon is ignorance.


So you think i don't have something going on in my life than taking "naked" photos..well i go to school and I go to driving school and i work on 2 jobs and more than that I'm trying to come out with the 2015 calendar to support homeless cats and dogs in need cause i love to help when i can. And most people love to see photos of me. so why shouldn't i try to get something out of it. And I'm not selfish enough to get myself a part. It would make me happy to just help these, who can't help themselves.
So that how ugly and bad person i am.

Cheers till next time
"Hate the sin, love the sinner"
- Mahatma Gandhi